Sri Tirtha Lal Mahanandhar
This site is dedicated to the teachings of Sri Tirtha Lal Mahanandhar of Kathmandu, Nepal, who passed away in the early 2000s.
As a young man, in the absence of any teacher or guide, his intense desire to understand the truth of existence eventually led to his experience of spiritual enlightenment. Becoming firmly established in this realisation, he spent most of his life teaching his understanding to small groups of family, friends and followers. Meanwhile, as a father and husband, he continued at the same time to provide for his family, but in his later years he wrote quite a lot on this subject including a book called 'Bed Crow' (literally, an utter cry of joy from the bottom of the heart) which is an intensely advaitic work with the simple message - 'Be empty'.
Although written in English, Bed Crow is somewhat difficult to read, and it had for a long time been my intention to edit and make it somewhat more readable and thereby available to a wider audience, and so this was the original reason for creating this site.
Subsequently, I have collected and edited all the other available writings and teachings that Sri Tirtha Lal produced in English and have included them here also, as detailed below. As you will see, there is quite a lot - most of which are only seeing the light of day for the first time here.
Belonging to the pre-internet era, I'm sure TL ('True Love, thy own Atman' - as he liked to sign his letters) would have been more than happy to see his writings made available to everyone through such means.
Apart from the great pleasure I have derived from creating this site, which has enabled me to me to relive the wonderful years I spent with him and his family, it is my hope that perhaps some of those who find their way here will recognise the authenticity and value of his words, and thereby derive true benefit and sustenance on their own paths towards spiritual understanding.
The profound implication of Sri Tirtha Lal's teaching and philosophy is that there is indeed a final solution to the transitory and fleeting nature of everything here, the seemingly interminable ups and downs of life, its good and bad, its sufferings and joy - and a sublime resolution to the enigma of existence itself.
What? Another guru? Yes. This is my personal pleasure, to publish here the writings and teachings of Sri Tirtha Lal, and a way of recapturing and enjoying his presence. His language may not appear as clear-cut as some, but you will find no contradiction between the realization he so earnestly describes and that of all such authentic souls throughout the ages. The relationship between seeker and guru or spiritual teacher is intensely personal yet its uniqueness lies in the transcendence of personality. Both forms are but a flickering manifestation of an 'expression' that is infinite and encompasses all that can ever be - and yet between the presence or absence of which there is ultimately no distinction to be made.
It's a matter of resonance whether you find his words inspirational or not. The intellect is always looking for a magic formula, climbing ladders of concepts and perspectives - seeking, in fact, its own demise in the end of any further questioning. The heart however, seeks unity - and the whole point of a guru is the reversal of individuation through trust in the wisdom and love of our own highest self that he/she represents, and as a ray returning to the sun it never left nor could ever be apart from, realize that the shining and that which shines - is one.
So what you find here is but another offering of the love that is the light of all - free for the taking, trusting and 'being empty' - as much as you may wish.
Sri Tirtha Lal now and then lamented the fact that he had had no teacher or guru himself, saying it might have made his path easier. However, as a consequence of this, his expression and teaching in regard to that which ultimately defies all attempts at being revealed in words is quite unique, following no particular dogma, scripture or formulated religion. Bed Crow is thus his own very individual and inspired message to the world.
Bed Crow contains many anecdotal teachings and a central Context of 45 proclamations describing the essence of non-dual or advaitic Reality - which I have also collated on a separate page, and likewise the illustrated sayings of 'Bed Crow', for convenience and easy reference. Finally there is the essential message and teaching of Bed Crow togewith pith instructions for actual practice in the chapters 'Quasar' 1 & 2.
"Bed Crow is divine, so is your empire. This must not be handled roughly. He who respects it as his own heart is fit to rule. Non-interference is the win."
The Avadhuta Gita - an interpretation in English of verses 1-60 by Sri Tirtha Lal
The complete collection of the teachings and writings of Sri Tirtha Lal in the form of notes, letters, dictations and tape transcripts in English.
There is one essence, the all-beauty at the back of the mind and behind all objects of the universe.
You are that ATMAN in full, at the end. Realise this, that is all."
I and You
This is a compilation of teachings and statements on about 100 pages that were hand-written by TL and stapled together with the title of 'I and You'. It consists of some 28 verses of teachings in the same vein and context as Bed Crow and various pronouncements and outpourings which were, perhaps, the draft of another book.
"Your day and night are never in 'Me'. Your sleeping and waking states are not 'Mine'. So your dream and conscious worlds are nowhere in 'Me'. Twilight and evening are nothing more than your concepts. I am beyond all your concepts - ever free from bondage and liberation. Know 'Me' this way and enjoy eternity."
the blog, discussion etc...
Nothing much happening blog-wise as yet, however I have recently embarked on an overhaul of the whole site which has remained basically untouched for nearly 15 years, and may be tempted to make a few comments here as time goes on. You're welcome to add your comments here however, or in the guest book area.
Another Book of Nothing (by Patrick Lewis)
Although I hesitate to include this here, you may perhaps also be interested to read 'Another Book of Nothing'. It began initially as a way of putting down in writing some thoughts and perspectives about this subject which have evolved over many years since I first started wondering, "What's it all about?". It represents a kind of progression of musings written both in retrospect and contemplation, leading from some simple observations, through a world of gods and goddesses, and culminating in some enigmatic expressions of Advaita philosophy. It contains the quoted words of many great souls throughout the ages, from over 2000 years ago to the present era, which point to a perennial and universal wisdom that seems to have always been present and which has continued to flow, though often unseen, through many different faiths.
Another Book of Nothing is, I believe, in need of some revision since some perspectives and understandings have (hopefully) matured over the last 14-15 years, so this is also something I intend to work on soon.